Resolved Question

I asked a previous question. I took my cheating husband back. I kicked him out filed for divorce. After months of him asking for a second chance, and going to counseling etc I took the chance he was a better man and deserved forgiveness.
We have a family and Most importantly I love him.
But its been years now and I'm having a hard time letting go of the betrayal! He's doing everything I ask of him but the fact he cheated with a stripper and was willing to throw his family away, baffles me!!
( and yes i didnt touch him until after months of testing for std's )
I didnt by the way find out her occupation until recently i assumed what i was told about her.
Now i'm questioning my love for him.
How does a man with a pretty wife, nice family. Risk everything for an ugly (inside/out stripper???

Maybe it is time to go back to counseling. How come you didn't ask him why he cheated on his pretty wife with that ******** back when you first found out? If it has been years since this happened, what has happened recently that is making you revisit his infidelity? Unfortunately, even though you forgive someone, you NEVER forget what they did. It is a matter of whether you can let it go and love him today. If you cannot, then maybe this second chance isn't worth it.