Can you see a therapist, this obsession of yours is unhealthy and quite frankly annoying.
Every few days a new account is made on this website (after everyone blocks the previous one) and is used solely for asking this dumb-*** question over and over. This has been going on for many months at least, so whether you are the notorious nerd-thigh-strangler-question-guy or not, just cut it out.
What kind of question is that
Why do you think I'm typing away here?