Can you give me some advice on what I should do about this? It's embarrassing & I can't talk to anyone else.
I know this lady who is hands down the most beautiful person I've ever seen. I've always been unhappy with the way I look. Unfortunately, I can not change these things because plastic surgery isn't an option right now. Every time I see her, I find myself wishing I looked like her; wishing I had her skin tone, her cheekbones, her nose. It's to the point where I even dreamed that I was her a few weeks ago. I enjoyed the dream so much and it seemed so real. I felt like crying afterwards because I discovered it was only a dream and not reality. This makes me feel horrible. I'm too embarrassed to tell anyone I know out of fear that they may judge me.