Yes I can, but its not really about wishing you were dead but more like you are so hurt that you feel like you are dead so what can be worse than that, after that you continue being 'dead' and that's perceived as strength because you no longer feel the need to be dead and you just keep moving forward.
Yes, it really does it that much sometimes.
The only thing you can't recover from is DEAD
Some people can't handle pain. Some people can't take that negativity and turn it into motivation like others. I think this is why a lot of people commit suicide.
No you shouldn't. If you strongly believe something isn't wrong and you believe it's right then no one can really make that much of an impact on your beliefs. Maybe you doubt it yourself?
I'm guessing you are a homosexuall? They are wrong. God doesn't hate you, he hates the sin.
Well you will have to accept yourself as you are then.