I dont know what you're trying to say.
Now I understand. I'm curious about peoples religions too, but it never once convinces me to become religious. It just encourages me to the point that religion is a human concept, and that science is an attempt to understand the universe. Hey, if we get something wrong, alright, we try again. In religion if you get something wrong, and try and change it, they cut your head off.
Well religious people can be very smug, self riotous and all the rest, because they think they have all the answers. And they dont. So it makes then obnoxious. I dont understand why they think we're weak, when they are the ones fighting, sqaubling, and killing over who's imaginary friend is actually real.
I dont know about many of the secrets of the universe, so it makes me uncertain, and sometimes a little scared. A religious dickhead thinks he has it all, and that he knows it all, so, he doesn't feel as scared, or as uncertain. Because God is up there and God has a plan, blah blah blah!. So they feel strong, and they think we are weak.
We're biological creatures, we are here to breed and make more. Such philosophies really dont mean anything. The only one that matters is to encourage humanity to stop destroying it self, that way, we can go to other planets, spread as a life, do what our DNA wants us to do, which is breed. So since we dont have a choice in the breeding matter, we might as well be nice to each other, and try and understand the universe in the time we have while alive.