I feel that I don't deserve a present because I feel that I make my boyfriend upset with my annoying little things I complain about. I am trying to fix that about myself because I know it's wrong for anyone to deal with that. So when he asked me what I wanted for Christmas I told him. Then I realized later after I had been bugging him about some nonsense thing I came to the conclusion that I really don't deserve a present. So I told him not to get me anything and to just spend the day with me. I still want that present but I don't want to complain about how I want it now or anything like that. I haven't had a present in years so secretly I want him to get it for me really bad but I don't want to be a bother. Should I tell him that I changed my mind or just see what happens on Christmas?
It's normal to receive a gift at least for Christmas, from your boyfriend. Don't give him bad habits.