oi dont worry about it, at least you might know your future
You are aware of such things so i would say no. :)
Not if you don't want to.
you are on ep that is a step in the right direction
Not if you forgive and forget.
Taking the responsibility (for what needs to be forgiven) is empowering and liberating when it means that you weren't so much the victim as you were a willing partner in the tango which took two. It's a lesson in what not to do the next time you're in a relationship where you willingly give permission for people to steam roll right over you when you could have very easily and appropriately said 'no I deserve better' and not let yourself be flattened like a pancake.
Not as long as you've got EP and us.