I dislike attending funerals as much as I dislike attending weddings...primarily when my family is involved. Funerals are particularly surreal for me because it seems to take a few days for my mind to process the concept. Then, for some reason, I find it necessary to analyze it...thoroughly. I don't cry until I've come to terms with everything...usually when I'm alone.
Emotions fly and sometimes it's hard to share other's.
It means you are being honest with yourself and who you are. Or your parents really screwed you up and you became a invert who cannot express inner emotion..
You know how they throw rice at weddings? Should they throw tissue packs at funerals? I always thought it would be appropriate, but I was never allowed to...for some reason.
are you uncomfortable about your own emotions
or about feeling weak?