Someone who'd accept me for who I am. And always be there for me, no matter how I tried to push them away they'd always stay. Because that person understands me more than I understand myself.
Nope a person ^^
LOL he's not present, I can't see him O.O
I want someone who'd I'd be able to see, and talk to and hear them talk to me back.
To not be alone
Showing thankfulness to God.
All good things in my life, as well as in all worlds, come from God.
I need learning to know this and to appreciate life. I need learning to see good aspects of life in things that appear as evil. I need learning to live up to divine requirement for my happiness and happiness of all. Without this learning and application, I will waste my precious life and may cause harm to other people.
Since the moment I realize that God is the living and compassionate Father of all, I become fully happy always. My wish to show thankfulness is for reminding me and reminding other people about this simple fact.
We all struggle for happiness, but some people are unhappy, only due to lack of this learning. We must learn and thankfully remind our loved ones about this.
God is good so we must be happy.
Honestly, to let go of the past and realize no amount of asking what if's and stressing over it will change what has happened. In the end, my best friends (who have unfortunately died by their own hand) would want me to be happy and move on. Not forget, but move forward.
That is the hope. I will never forget Alice and Bella. But I need to realize that letting go and forgetting aren't the same thing.
I could say a lot of deep philosophical things now but I won't. It's been a month since i last got laid.. i need to fuc* some things out of my system. Enlightenment will come after that.
I do a yoga breathing and i work out.. I been meditating more so recently. Still.. I can't switch of these hormones.
lol I don't want to tame them, i want to let them free. Time and age will tame them.
But its not for all and wanted by many
Its my nature, like the frog and the scorpion.
World domination :)
To travel Africa again and bring back a Lion.
To get engaged.
I say my goal is inner peace...but I think my heart truly strives for freedom. True freedom. Unchained feet and hands, so I can dance and sing like a faerie. I want to be free, to fly away and be like a bird, or run off like a rabbit. I would feel the soft grass, and the warm spring sun. That is what I want...freedom.
I can't say. What I want is impossible.
union with God
Absolutely nothing. Everything I have ever truly desired has come my way. I have a huge extended family, I have my friends, I think I have found my purpose tonight, and I have shelter which is much more than I could even ask for. I think I've actually found peace within myself for the first time in my whole life. :)
To give and receive love.
I do that, I just end up with vampires.
That is my plan :-) I'm spending some time alone right now getting clear on how to only attract men who reciprocate love!
Not many people want to hear it, but its my featured story if you're oddly curious.