I didn't have to go there, I was gleefully driven there by my family.
I have a few times in my struggles with addiction
When I was considered sane,I was just one of the mad masses.Now that Im considered mad,I know Im saner than the majority.
I went temporarily mad yesterday when the anxiety pills didn't work, actually I lost my marbles.
Love your avatar by the way. Got close, but I had "insight" knew how I was feeling was not right/normal.