Yes, the first time i had an ****** i was like 10 and it was from my uncle doing oral sex on me. i really didn't understand much other than it felt really good so at the time i felt ok about it. he did it to me repeatedly that summer and he'd stop when i would begin breathing all heavy and my hips were moving on their own and i was about to ******. he'd stop and tell me if i wanted him to keep doing it. id say yes yes and he make me have an ******. now that i'm 17 i feel so ashamed that he made me do that. even when he stopped doing it, i'd ********** and think about it.
I did. Every time.<br />
The first time, I didn't want to (I was 10 and already new what it was- I'm not sure if I was molested before that, or if I just discovered it on my own). I left part way through and finished myself off thinking that would fix it, then when it continued 5 minutes later I still came. I was mortified. After that I think it was a mixture of not wanting to out of shame, but deciding to giving into my body anyways. After a while I would give my dad directions to make me get there faster. To this day I'm not sure if it was more to just get him out of my room quicker, or if I actually wanted it.
My father incorporated me into his sex life from age 8 up. The first few times were more tears and confusion, but yes, I began orgasming pretty early on, holding the sheets in my little fists. I began to crave the molestations and started ************ like silly for them. I'd race to his room; lay spread eagle on my daddy's bed with my knees up, bouncing my little hips up and down waiting for him. I went from being mortified, to craving the attention and touch -- tears to ******* over a course of a few times.
My kind of girl. Ready to take **** like the good little *** dump she was made to be.
Aww hun I was daddy's *** dump, yep. My father's **** used to make me wet up as a child after a bit. He'd smear his **** around my face before sex, feed it into my little mouth to grow it, then before penetration he'd tap the head on my bare ***** which would sting a bit. He'd thumb my hole and pull my lips apart with his fingers to see if I was ready to take his **** in my insides. I remember bucking on bed lifting my hips up and down before penetration. He'd grab his ****, oil it up and smear some on my little hole. He'd feed his **** in bit by bit stretching my insides and lift my head up a bit, holding the back of my head as he'd show me his love working into me. It's a very sexy feeling as a little one to be able to give a man an erection -- my dad was a man with needs.
i have sex with guy i meet and i *** when they **** me i imagine i am being raped and i submit to whatever the guy wants the more dangerous the more i am turned on and the greater i *** and enjoy it
Yes I was sexually abused by my father and had ******* - I use to feel guilty and dirty but as I grew older I have turned it into sexual fantasies - some ppl think thats wrong but my counselor said go for it!
agree I was also molested many times my sisters father would allow my mother to ho out for the night him and my uncle would get high and make me my sister and cousin Watch **** and act it out. As a boy Higley sex since 4 I liked it so did my sister and cousin. I think it's where I get my thigh high fetish but because they were little girls like I was a boy they wore knee highs that fit lime thigh highs and my aunt who was there made outfits I never said nothing because I liked it so did my sister and cousin I don't think I'm wrong or a pervert I was a kid I still like to find woman and role play since my sis moved I have to find ****** role players but it's hard.
bullsh i t ... If your mind isn't in it then your body is NOT going to be. all these stories about people climaxing but not liking it.. bull sh i t!
I don't know if my experience applies since most of these responses seem to be focused on abuse as a child, but I was raped when I was 22 shortly after getting married and I had an o rgasm. I never told my husband I was raped because I was a virgin when we were married and I didn't want him to think badly of me. I'm especially ashamed that my rapist made me have an or gasm because I've never had one during intercourse with my husband (just when he uses his fingers or does oral). I love him dearly but he is quite small (not quite 5 inches maybe?) and my rapist was a very large black man (almost twice as big, I think). It hurt at first but I got very wet and that made it easier. He did it much faster and harder than my husband and called me dirty names. When he eja culated inside of me, that's when I had an o rgasm and it was the most intense one I've ever had. I've never told anyone what happened because I am so ashamed and hate myself for what happened
I was abused by my mother from the time I was just an infant until I was nearly 17. I would guess I must have had well over 150,000 ******* with her. She had an obsession with ************ me. Before age 11 I could ****** fifty times a day. No *********** but the feeling was there. After age 11 I could still ****** as many as 20 or more times a day and be forced to multiple *******. <br />
My mother would use satin or leather gloves and I became an addict. I am still hyper sexual. I loved my abuser and the abuse and wish it had never ended.
No I have not, nor have I been abused sexually but it is a natural reaction of the body, has nothing to do with whether or not you liked or consented !! If this happened to you I'm sorry but just because you had an ****** doesn't mean you liked it !!
I enjoyed being molested and I came each time. I wish I could go back in time and have more people molest me.
I still don't remember most of dad's abuse-which is probably keeping me from killing myself. But I'm pretty sure he did that to me, made me come...and getting turned on with my dad was so disgusting.<br />
He broke me all in pieces inside. I loved him soo much, and he destroyed me.
my sexual contact started at age 5 , my cousin was the first to initiate me , I can say in all honesty I had a very happy childhood , went to nursery school and school was a pretty smart scholar , I can't say that from the age of 5 I ever DIDN'T want sexual contact , I loved it and I looked for it and yes I orgasmed many times. It wasn't just my cousin , I enticed older men too , friends of my parent's - you could always tell who was going to play or not. I never attempted to have sex play with other kids ( except one eastern european friend I had growing up) , Adult men and once a teenage girl who was baby sitting me , she taught me to go down on a girl. I enjoyed it all , I never felt under pressure or scared or anything like that ever.
Yes. Sometimes. Sometimes I was excited, looking forward to it. :-(
No but after being sexually abused I found I liked it and was only 7 or so but would dress in my mum clothes and go to the park toilets hoping to see the guy again. to this day it turns me on. I feel my little life was taken then on that day. I would never dream of doing it or repeating it to any other kids as I understand the damage it did to my life . But bizzarely wish it could have continued.
Yes! Many times! It was more a game than anything when I started. Anything more than this needs to go private!
No I didn't want it and felt utter humiliation
Yes I did and this is what I cant deal with so easily now.
yes and had very mixed feeliong over it for many years till i learn it is just part of the body reaction to stimulation<br />
make no sense why some one doing something to your bottom would make the front part jump and and dwon and have silly feeling when it hurt so much what else was going on at the same time<br />
guess it is sort of like hitting the wall and going thought it
Yes, but I felt horrible afterward's and kept wishing it hadn't happened. But now I realize that it was natural for my body to respond that way, so I don't feel as bad about the whole thing.
Yeah, everytime. I loved it. It felt great and I felt great about it.