I am really confused on what is wrong with me, lately with every anti-depressant causing me extreme problems, from deep depression to suicidal feelings of hopelessness, which I never had before, so I refuse to take any more anti-depressants, my mind is like a machine, it's always spinning, I can't relax, so I was put on xanax low dose which helped to sleep, I get so exhausted from my mind continually never able to just stop for minute, the problem is, even with the xanax I am still not getting anything done, I have problems with details, folding clothes, reading a book, making commitments, I am always saying " yes I will come to a party or something, or whatever, and "lost train of thought just then" , , ok, back,,,,, I pace around and eventually find a million reasons not to go, when I was young my mother said when people would come over I would go hide in my room, I have social anxiety complex, not as bad as I am older but when I was younger, now I am a severe homebody, it takes me forever to finally get out the door to go someplace, a numb thinking process, sluggish, listless, blank thoughts, the list goes on and on, I have family members with adhd, so I am wondering if at my age this is what I have and if it is, I sure am going to be sad, because I completely ruined my life due to being mis diagnosed with bi polar, I don't have crazy up moods or crazy down moods, doctors want to feed me anti-depressants !!!! I don't need my brain to be even more " numb"!!

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They're both made up "diseases". Some people just have a lot of energy. Most medications are bogus.

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I hate science too!

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LMAO ty

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Well, how the heck would we know that?

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I love the flower in your hair. <br />
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It's very pretty.

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Wait...how did you get back on the ship?

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