good question, i do drugs to forget about what happend. so to escape .. but sometimes i just do it to feel. feel the needle go inside. and that high, that high is so damn amazing... so im also using to feel..
I feel like the only time I'm actually numb is when I'm sober.
When we were young, we experimented in drugs to have fun. We were not escaping from emotional pain, we were just partying and listening to rock n' roll and hanging out with friends. When one got married and had kids it was time to cease partying and grow up. It was a given. It was an unspoken rule that we all never questioned.
I have too much rage to do drugs.
I smoke pot because I like it, I have freedom to smoke it, and I am old enough to say I dont give a damn what people think, give me a joint and I will light it up.....
Erhhhh.....not really.... I find that cocaine just gets me excited and motivated....<br />
My past is my past; I can't change it.....drugs lead me personally onto a better today and a better tomorrow....<br />
:-) <br />
Never did that one. Coke just gets me motivated....smack makes me dream.....
Sure, it's a fine line between taking too much and a bit.... I used to do coke constantly....never slept.... I probably was a nightmare to live with! Lol! I know that my hubby was worried for me....
These days? I take about 35% of what I used to....and I feel much better....my thoughts in my head I can keep track of...and I can do stuff instead of hopping from one thing to another....
It works for me.....and I'm glad it works for you!
yes, the rush gets rid of the emotional pain
I did them to escape things in my past