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I sometimes feel all alone even when i have a caring loving bf,i feel like the world doesnt know i exist..like they dont care. I feel alone and cold inside..it makes me sad...especially when youre just a shy person. I feel like im living lonely especially when its time for bed,its got nothing to do with my bf,the loneliness i mean. Are there any other persons that feel the same and why?

I do feel alone most everyday. Doing most everything. Before I was a social butterfly. Always had something to keep me going. But alas my reality caught up with me. I woke from a comma of three months just to find out all that I had was gone. Includeing my bf. since then I have been alone trying to live. Shelters, My van, staying with anyone that said I could stay and perhaps take a shower.even for just one night. Now that I at least have a home . I am still alone. I am trying to fill that void as good as posible. This ep site has helped I got a job delivering pizzas for a local pizza place and it has helped so much. Befor my friends were just that but now the place where I work is so much more. It is small only 6 people work there but it has filled such a great spot in my empty soal. So we work??Play,and fill our nights 6 days a week. And then go home only to start again the next day. Now I only make about 35 or 40 a night but I get friendship,genuine love and concern from those that I thought were friends before. Now with just a little patience I realize before I would smile and say hi. Now that I have let someone anyone close even just a little. I don't feel so alone. They are careing funny and down right loving people that are just as happy that I needed work as I was to have made the call I did. I don't know your education or your skills. But maybe if you found your own little shop and money wasen't as important as your sainity. Maybe you could fill the loanly zone a little with genuine friendship. Yes I miss arms around me when I go to sleep. But now with a little pizza shop. That is all I miss.
Good luck with all you do. May your soal find what it needs. I will pray for you(it dose work)And if you ever wanna talk email me and I will get to you as soon as I see you are there. I could always use more friends.
Sharon