Do you feel awkward and tense around someone that you like and can't find anything to say or a way to connect?
This person is my sister. She is much older than me (17 years) so we did not grow up together. She is very polite and always nice but we are as different as they get, I am very open and not at all materialist, I am not judging her but she is all about shopping and owning the best and looking her best, I am a tee shirt kinda person that would rather do anything than shop. We have 0 in common, We both try but there is nothing to connect to. I get nervous when I am around her because there is nothing to say, I don't know how to make small talk. I like meaningful conversations and we have never had one. Now I am going with her on a two day trip. I would rather have a root canal but it is not that I don't like her or want to be close. I just have no clue how to.