You nailed it.
Not now...this is behind me has been for along long long...gone
I feel guilty when I do something I know is wrong.
I feel sorry when I hurt someone's feelings.
I feel bad for not doing things I should do.
I rarely feel sorry for myself unless I see myself as a victim of circumstance and see no way to change things.
So, my answer to your question is no.
No........why should I?
Every now and then for a few days I will feel that way. Doesn't everyone?
Majority of time I don't.
That much self loathing i dont enjoy!