I feel like that every day that I'm at work. But, the issue is only at work. While there, i go through enough motions to be able to keep my job and to collect my paycheck. Once home, I have control over my daily motions. I choose what activities I wish to enjoy. I choose how I want to take my mind off a totally dead-end, mind numbing job.
Means you're in a rut and can't get out of it and probably won't unless you take action and do something about it, go see your family doctor you could be depressed symptoms can be long lasting and get worst the longer you put it off !
I used to feel that way. Then my doctor prescribed new Represitol :-D