i have lots of friends. and sadly theyre never here, and thus never leave. but even when we were close, geographically, no i was never glad when they left. i was glad when i had time alone, if i was feeling stressed. but never to see them leave.
i'm glad some left, but there's this one person i'm afraid that he hates me, that thought is killing me.
he left me :(
well, i just think if he really likes me, he should have time for me.
YES, he said that he thinks it's best coz he doesn't wanna be a bad influence to me, but he once said that he would never leave >.>
well, he does many stupid things, and i told him that i would do many more stupid things to kill myself if he keeps doing it, i just love him so much :/
well at first you should know that i only met him online :l and he does self-mutilation and drugs, i'm so worried about it all, hmm he's loved by many people, so my love doesn't really mean a sh!t to him i guess.
he has gone, he doesn't talk to me anymore, it's like he's trying to forget me.
his life has two sides : perfect and scary. i'm worried about his scary side. i just hope that he's okay and he doesn't hate me >.>
lol i don't expect him to love me, but thinking of the fact that perhaps he hates me is killing me. well honestly i don't think i made any mistake, but i guess i was so annoying to him >.>
Very glad. I hate people who drop in and expect you to welcome them.
Yeah, just drop in and interrupt what I was doing, you decide. Not a chance. But it still happens.