Yay! I won! Thanks for the prize.
…all i see in the mirror is me….and, yea, i like it…with all the faults and good points….
No, I don't like myself. Why is personal...<br />
Why do you not like yourself and what choices do you regret or not like?
Im not happy with my looks and personality.
I try to change em both but u cant change everything and I hate it. I think about ending it often.
That is nice but.....the biggest line of bull sht I ever heard, no offense. My problem is I have a small penis. My old ex gf cheated on me cuz of it and told me all about how sex with a big one was better. After her...that pretty much did it for me. Knowing u cant change how your body is and knowing you cant ever make a girl feel a certain kind of way with a big **** or see that look on their face or watch them get into it or hear it like other lucky dudes can is a bummer. And knowing that if u did meet a girl and she liked you all it would take is a big **** to **** her down better and it would totally change stuff in her mind is also a bummer. So I mostly just use the anger I have about it to work on the rest of me, work out and stuff but mostly I just workout to get the anger out but at the end of the day I'm still me and facts are facts and I think of ending it soon to be honest. I got it all planned and have for awhile now just gotta finish it or do the deed so to speak. I know theres other stuff I can offer the world and help people and stuff but if your not happy with yourself and know you will never have what you want, what you really want...whats the point. Just stick around to make other people happy and suck it up till u die naturally...nah. I debate it all the time in my head and it always comes out to me ending it, being the better scenario for myself and my feelings.
It has ruined my life...Your right. I don't care if she liked big dicks but just the embarrassment of knowing for years she cheated and I treated her and told her stuff about me that was personal and let her know me completely is what kills me daily. I feel so stupid and call myself a fool every day in my head. I think how she must of thought how dumb I was or how dumb I looked all those years I was with her when she was cheating on me with a big **** dude that she liked ****** better....That combined with my penis size, the embarrassment, the stupid looking thing, it all just kills me daily. I work out so much and do so much exercise I injur myself all the time cuz its all I can do to get my mind off stuff and the anger out. I come home sore but tired and wore out and it helps when Im working out but like I said at the end of the day and even during the day I always think of soooooo much stuff. She like basically killed me half way and just left me to suffer. Many nights I try to mix alcohol and pills but I always wake up and it never works. Then its just another day of working my job, working out, exercising, drinking, taking pills and coming home tired and drinking and taking more pills. My sex desire is gone and dead. I think of meeting girls or finding a new one but those thoughts of how she will look at me and stuff I know about how girls are stop all that new relationship stuff from happening. Truth is I could not get hard to have sex with another girl cuz my thoughts in my head about stuff.
U made me half smile. Only on the inside but some smile is better than none.
We all make bad decisions. You'll learn to read the signs soon.
Life's a journey. None of them
have prevented you from getting this far, so they can't be that bad. Enjoy the journey and don't sweat the small stuff!
It's funny what time does to mistakes.
You have lots of replies here, so no need to be shocked.
Haha. Yes. I'm a little slow, so you do have to spell things out for me. That would have been a surprise... and confusing.
that guy cracks me up.