I am not lost it, hope never to for some time.
No, because although I was young (20), I was married and I lost it to my (now ex) husband on our wedding night. It was a precious, priceless gift I gave to the person I had loved and decided to marry and I know it meant a lot to him.
I haven't yet.
I regret the circumstances, but I don't regret being the age that I was