I think you need to move on and find someone who will cherish you...
Get out there and make yourself available. There are lots of nice guys who would like to meet you. Take your time and find someone right for you... good luck
You are a glutton for punishment
If ur man attacks you!!! He need the dung lashed out off him!!! Dirty animal... Wemen beaters make me full of muderous rage
Wish I could have ten mins with him
Sick no, but there comes a time to face the truth that your feelings are not shared and you are never going to be together and start looking for someone else.
Sounds like you're trapped in the abuse and don't know how to escape.
You are a masochist?
Ah, ok... Well, good luck and I hope that you'll sort this out soon.
No. Just low self-esteem.