I am thankful my (pre) cancerous cells were found swiftly. I have no advice, I am as curious as you.
do you need it?if so GOD bless.
It can make you feel very sick, and you may lose your hair, but that all will correct itself after the chemo.
On the other hand, not takeing it gives you what???
Receiving it? I don't think so. I never experienced this myself, but it's the after effects that are uncomfortable. It is a poison of sorts and you feel sick to your stomach. You body wants to get rid of it anyway it can.