I often feel as though I am standing directly on the knifes-blade-epicentre of <br />
all emotions and decision.
Not my inner world, but I see power struggles everywhere.
Sometimes. Not that I seek it, but I can't let people stamp all over me so I always put up a fight.
I try and hide from it. It finds me. ;)
Yes and no.
Not anymore. I am out of that mess.