Don't feel like me ... (Details)
I am 24 years old. I have been in a relationship for 3 years (engaged for 2 years). We have set the wedding date 3 times and I always am able to come up with a reason to post-pone. I love him with all my heart and he is so good to me. He has an 8 year old daughter who I just adore that lives with us full time. I just dont feel like I am a good mother figure for her. I feel like I could be doing more for her or doing something better for her.
At about 14 I was diagnosed with Severe Depression and recently the doctors added Bipolar 2 (the same mood swings w/o a full mania). For as long as I can remember I have done this baby voice when I talk and I can't control it. My friends think its cute and so I just play it off. I work as a teacher and now my students and coworkers have brought it to my attention. Talked to the Dr. and waiting on referral for some counseling help.