Ever fallen in love with someone wonderful, who absolutely adores you, yet you find yourself feeling totally unworthy?
He wants to marry me. I want to marry him. He is the BEST man for me I have ever known, far and away.... but we're SO different in some ways... he has such a stable life, great/close small family, good job, no major tragedies. Me... well... the opposite. In all ways re: tastes, personality, desires/dreams, hopes, drive, creativity, friendliness, interests, partnership, desire for true lasting love.... all the same. But I've had SUCH a crazy life, and even right now there is major drama re: *2* exes - and I'm broke - and precariously awaiting word re: mother's ill health/need for care. We have not met in person, but I know he's planning his life with me in it, and at this juncture is prepared to do whatever it takes to make that happen. He's SO kind and warm and brilliant and fun, and I am seriously battling not feeling worthy of his near-worship adoration. Jeez, this is way personal! Help?