Friendship advice? please read more info
i have these 2 (to use the term loosely) friends, they were my best friends for years and last year we were inseparable, but after my rape i withdrew a little because I didn't like the thought of going out drinking every night, and the fact they would interact with him if they ever saw him, I was tempted to tell them what happened but as the months have gone on I've noticed how totally two faced and immature they are..t made me wonder was i ever like that? I just can not stand to talk to them sometimes, I miss how we were and when we do hang out its such a laugh but they constantly ***** about someone who was our best friend and then go out on nights out posting pictures constantly talking to her, how two faced! I've realized how they are actually so snide and such nasty people, i talk to them but not as much anymore as I'm struggling, i want to walk away from the negativity, but they'll name me as a massive *****, and i don't want to be alone, any advice?