Guys, what am i supposed to do?
The other day i walked out of service because i couldnt stand being there (for personal reasons). feeling angry at myself and depressed, i sat in the bathroom. my youth leader ends up finding me and tries to talk to me. i ignore her, not to be rude but because there wasnt anything to say. she knows that i have been depressed latley so i guess that scarred her. (she thought i was going to hurt myself.) because i ignored her she feels i was angry with her. (i wasnt) i just didnt want to talk. she had anther youth leader watch me while she called my mom over for aquick chat about me. it seems as if im on suicide watch now. anyways i have to see my youth leader later on today because the church is having a dinner. she is going to want to check up on me but i dont want to talk to her at all. (there is nothing to say) how do i avoid confrontation, or should i? if not, what am i supposed to say? ( i had no desire to hurt myself that day)