i think i am worthless
I am frequently tortured by my own mind!
More than anyone knows and more than I care to acknowledge
When I have uncontrollable and/or disturbing thoughts, yeah I am.
I have Insomnia. Every night, I'm left alone to my thoughts...<br />
I have Post Traumatic Stress Disorder. Every day, I hear my friend's last words being cut off as he drowned in his own blood...<br />
I have Dissociative Identity Disorder. Every second, I hear and see things that aren't there, I fall prey to the influence of others, and lose control of my body to another.<br />
Every waking moment and often a lot of the sleeping ones as well.