No hate, but a feeling of alienation from him that can be unsettling.
used to get the warm fuzzy feeling and the chills used to get them, and now you're getting fuckinng sick of looking at them ?
yes yes yes! n @ the end of the day u end up not being sure of uaself.
i think that's a normal healthy response, to be honest. i don't get it when people are still mooning after an ex. you can be friends later, but not right away when the hurt is still throbbing.
Thats kind of how celebrities get shot by their stalkers.
I wished that I could hate him while I was hurting most, yes. But now that it's a done deal, I know that I can't do that. I have to be content with just realizing that it wouldn't have worked out. I don't know if it's even possible for me to hate him. And I'm thinking that real hate is probably just as uncomfortable to carry around as unrequited love.