Have you ever set yourself up to fail? can you tell how you did?
like you aimed too high and you knew you werent going to achieve it. but you try anyway . risk big win big... but most of the time it's just lose big..... you know.. like you want something so bad and then you fall down but then you get back up and fall down again and your whole life goes by with that cycle... never succeeding..
it's a shame when the drive that keeps you alive is also whats killing you.