Have you ever wondered that smoking is exacly/nearly the same as self harm? i atleast used it as self harm..
As a teenager I was anti-smoking. I knew it was bad. It smelt and I did not want it around me, i kept telling my mom that she would die from it (more than once per day)
Then my dad died and i startet to smoke? funny eh? made new friends, stopped playing football and just smoking cigarettes in the breaks.. what a life.