It's more frequent than feeling good about myself. I average about 6-8 times a week when I loathe myself to the point of wishing for my own destruction.
Yes, the other night. But I am too afriad of pain to hurt myself
Yep. The problem is I don't want to even face it because I think my suicide will be death by cop when I want to take a bunch of people with me to share the pain.
And why not? Some just die, like my friend's son, some lash out at those that make life intolerable.
Sure, I have those thoughts quiet a lot, but then I think about my kids, my family, and how much pain I would cause them if I chose that way out. It really is a selfish decision if you have people that love and care about you. I hate feeling like that, but I suppose on some level, they will always be here with me. I do things to try and keep from thinking about it. Music, photography, a good solid support system of friends and family...Those things have always helped me the best when I've felt at my lowest. You just have to keep your head up, as hard as that might seem, and remember there are always resources for help if you need them.
Your welcome. I hope it helps.
Ive felt so down/low before, but im pleased to say ive never wanted to die. I couldn't put the people who love me through that pain.
Yes. I am thinking most of us have at one time or other. <br />
Despair is a bit too common.
no....i felt bad enough to rise back like a phoenix....
Only about all day every day.
Frequently, but I would cause more pain for those I love. My oldest brother died in a car crash and that changed my family and almost destroyed it.
It hapens all the time if you have depression. Seek help with a mental health profession in the yellow pages.
yes...really dont like that feeling...
Nope not ever...I love myself too much for that nonsense