It's more frequent than feeling good about myself. I average about 6-8 times a week when I loathe myself to the point of wishing for my own destruction.
Yes, the other night. But I am too afriad of pain to hurt myself
Yep. The problem is I don't want to even face it because I think my suicide will be death by cop when I want to take a bunch of people with me to share the pain.
And why not? Some just die, like my friend's son, some lash out at those that make life intolerable.
Ive felt so down/low before, but im pleased to say ive never wanted to die. I couldn't put the people who love me through that pain.
Yes. I am thinking most of us have at one time or other. <br />
Despair is a bit too common.
no....i felt bad enough to rise back like a phoenix....
Only about all day every day.
Frequently, but I would cause more pain for those I love. My oldest brother died in a car crash and that changed my family and almost destroyed it.
It hapens all the time if you have depression. Seek help with a mental health profession in the yellow pages.
yes...really dont like that feeling...
Nope not ever...I love myself too much for that nonsense