Yeah, but then I started joining groups and making friends and finding things to believe in... I'd recommend Unitarian Universalist Association churches... They believe in everyone coming together believing in whatever you choose to believe in or not believe in. There's music, singing friends to make, food to have... To have a group of people you can believe in for friendship without being lectured at about the same old bs! Of being taught about love not about intollerance of peoples differences... Shame to most churches to be teaching intollerance and hatred of your fellow man and woman!
I try to live my best even not knowing where are how I am going.