They most likely did grow up and regret treating you like that but are afraid to bring up the topic to say they are sorry because they don't want to open old wounds.
Sweety, I was bullied horribly too. Honestly, not sure what to say, but people do change when they grow up. You just need to figure out if you wish to forgive them or not.
You don't have to be friends and like them. You sound like you need closure. is it possible to talk about this with a counselor?
They may indeed have regrets, but honestly only a certain type of person bullies others and I don't think that kind of cruelty ever goes away completely. So I'd be polite to them but stay cautious, not let them get close.
You'd have to really get to know them. There's a good chance they were just following that crowd.
a) lose weight<br />
b) find hobbies (sports can also help you lose weight) - you can find new friends that way<br />
c) don't give up
It's not really necessary to wear make-up lol