er,,, does that mean it's not you in the profile pic u use ??
that's what I see in ur profile pic ,,,so then r u ts or tg maybe baby ??
oops,, since u ask,,, makes clear u not either,,, tg = transgender and ts = transexual,, I asked cause I don't understand what/why u would ask/say 'will I make myself a man,,,, AGAIN' ,,,
Apparently your ex packed up your balls and left.
With difficulty I would imagine.
Should have thought about that before you snipped it off. Try crazy glue.
You probably should have thought about this a bit more before surgery.
Grow a pair of twigs and berries, have fun with your new toy...