i dont no about the rap but ive lost friends and i lost both my parents i may have been scar from what ive been though but i kept myself strong so ur still standing cause ur stronger than u think <3
Where do you live? x_X<br />
I'm not saying your problems are ba<x>sed on where you're at, btw. Anyways, you should maybe find a new crowd to hang out with. I personally think you should try helping out in your community or something. By giving time in those kinds of things you might meet new people. And those people who devote their time, hopefully, will be better people to be around. And I think helping out others will let you feel better about yourself and others.
The first requirement is to survive.... you are doing that, well done. Now, what have you learned? How can you use your learning to guide you? mx:))
Life is not fair..... mine was not, yet when I look back now, I can see that life created powerful lessons for me, ones that I needed. Even the pain was essential, truly it has made me a better person, more willing to understand and accept others. mx:))
Without it, we would not know what hurts us and how our decisions had taken us to that point. One lesson I learned was how I unconsciously chose the wrong people and how that was linked to my lack of self love and self acceptance. When I accepted and loved myself - I made better choices. mx:))
Its amazing because you are a sap. Grow a backbone and get on with your life. No one gives a crap about you but you.
wow.. life's been difficult for u James Bond.