Until you see the brightness I know there is in your world, you will never convince yourself anything . Maybe do what you love and yioull find it again or put your faith in God and ask him to show you the happiness he gives.
Go out and just experience the great things life has to offer. Just step out in a forest, a lush green meadow, a beach, just go out and see what a beautiful world we live in. BE POSITIVE "allways look on the bright side of life". If I can anyone can.
I know how you feel. Keep busy and take every opportunity that comes. I'm hoping it will find me soon anyway
its not your dull world, its OUR dull world... and if i could find happiness, you can too :)
put it's lid on and shake it....the color just settled that's all;-)