Spend few moments with your friends and family... in whom you could often talk to. just to vent off everything...<br />
One more thing.. <br />
If you love something let it go, if it comes back to you its yours... it called true love
Think of all the things he had wrong with him and be glad you're finally free of the jerk.
I'm sorry for you then. You have obviously idolized someone who can break your heart. Get some help.
I would be drinking mass quanities of beer and wine.
It's bad for you anyway.
get the needle and thread to mend it. put it in armor to protect it.