Apply a meat cleaver... to his FACE! :)
you should thank your lucky stars that you dont re-live it everyday.
U never will
If you can tell everyone on here, you can tell a therapist. They are just as anonymous. They do not know you and will not judge you. They are only there to help.
Then you run the risk of repressing your emotions. Repressed emotions always come back and bite you in the arse.