I know the pain. You can check out my story "Our Long Road" under I Adopted A Child. You can message me if you need to vent. It was the worst thing I've been through in my life until we adopted. My problems now are nothing compared to back then. Blessings.
Cry about it when it's a fact.
Celebrate? Ok, maybe that's what I'd do. Kidding aside, there's always adoption and surrogacy options. If you're still determined, maybe IVF and fertility treatments? I advocate adoption, there are so many children stuck in the system needing a good home to go to.
I'm in the same boat, and I had a very hard time with it until I was about 29-30 years old. Now, though I love kids, I am sort of relieved that I don't have the responsibility of being a parent. My life is complicated enough.
She's not in your boat Rabbit - she's 30 tops!
I'm only 32.
Don't worry if there is still a chance... AND there are always other options like adoption etc...
I'm sorry, I really can't imagine...