learn by them you are young enough to make a famtastic life for yourself.
A few years from now it wont matter as you'll grow up, and you won't care.
I'm almost 59 years old and I can't count how many mistakes I've made. That's because I don't rememeber them. I do however remember the good things I've done and got right. One thing missing in life is being able to laugh at out mistakes and move on. Suicide isn't the answer, laughter is. Try it you'll see.
I dont think you should keep those thoughts. Everyone makes mistakes. Its how people mature and grow. The only real mistake is suicide. You cant grow if youre dead.
You can keep them..that's easy. Ignore them...that's hard.