I'm sorry you and your children are going thru this. Did you know this about your husband before you got married? I could not stay with a man like this if he did that to my family. I hope you find someone better.
Where are you living now? In Italy? I have relatives in Italy, and xmas is a big celebration there. Good luck to you.
wow, that's incredible. You can still enjoy the holidays with your kids, take them out to see the scenery, read them xmas books, watch xmas movies with them. What city in Italy are you in? My relatives are in Rome.