You have to look out for # 1.
So get help!
EVERYBODY needs help at some point in their life. Don't be so hard on yourself. You're worth it... End of sermon!
You cant, if you have a conscience. I would give it to someone else.
You dying won't save anyone. What it will do though is bring pain to someone who loves you.
Forgive me when I don't believe you. But I'm sure there are people who loves you.
Don't you think you might be looking for love from the wrong people and you're actually missing the people who truly does?
And love yourself more.