How can I stop remembering childhood rape?
It first happened when I was 6, psychologists haven't helped, a good relationship with a guy hasn't helped, I can't sleep without dreaming about it and the dreams are so real sometimes I wake up sweating and find that I've scratched myself to the point of bleeding and even on one occasion I have wet myself. I am 25 years old, I'm so embarrassed and ashamed, I cant live like this anymore, I really cant.
Ive been told its post traumatic stress, (PTSD) and that there is no known cure or effective treatment, if this is true I cannot continue, I am simply not strong enough to live with this, and I can not accept that this will be a permanent part of my future. If no one has an answer for me thats ok. I just don't know what else to do.