Someone finds you too soon, calls 911, and you get saved. If this happens, thank God for your good fortune! Use your second chance wisely!
I don't take offence. Sheer (bad) luck, I am still around. And yes I did want to die. And until recently, I did resent it that I didn't die. I experienced more life than I wish anyone to experience.<br />
Please understand, that it is one of the hardest decisions one can make, and it never is done lightly. <br />
To be completely open, I do not want to die anymore, hence my handle. I actually am very, very glad it worked out this way.