Good!!!! My husband was very sweet to me today :)
Terrible.Its so dark its like night time outside 'cause its pourin' rain *looks out window* Even though its cleared up a bit its still icky and it def. puts a damper on my mood. Not that my mood is that swell anyway- It's that time of the month and i ran out of tampons and I'm dreading the idea of going out there. My moods are swinging up and down and all around. Luckily i have some ibuprofen and a heating pad for the pain, which is worst than most months. It hurts so bad i want to barf. On top of that I'm pretty stressed out. I just finished college last friday and I'm on a job hunt. I'm mostly worried about finding something I'm surely satisfied with quickly because I'm runnin' low on the dough before i really find work for what i went to school for. I hope bosses and mangers don't judge me because I'm short. I'm "cute and petite" as many people say- but I'am smart and i am stronger than i look. I give my 6ft 5inch friend a piggy back ride al the time ( as long as they don't "run and jump" on my back). There are things i need in the meantime so getting whatever job i can get asap will do. I'm also a bit sad about not being in school anymore. Sure i was excited to finish and I'm glad i have my BA now, but now that I'm actually not there I'm sad. I've somewhat found a home in that lifestyle/community. Yesterday was the 1st day of the spring semester and my friends who still are in college were posting on Facebook how excited they were and how good their classes are and all the neat people they've met and such..makes me wish i could go back….. I've always in my head imagined "years" as gigantic rectangles, and the months as big squares with little squares in them, like a calendar. Each "week" is like a rectangle too, just like the years except smaller. Its always been like that in my mind; At the beginning of each week i'd "mentally highlight" certain days as the days for "certain tasks" to be done, but since last friday January is the Only Big Square in view and after that its just "black"- its darkness like a void and there is a pixilated icon of my face slowly sliding into the darkness. I don't know a thing. I own little stability to where it is I'm going and -- its stressful, a tad frightening, and a smidge lonely...so yeh a pretty terrible day (....But i'll be ok right?) .
thanks and I'm not sure perhaps someday i will return. Interesting comment about the rain by the way.
With the setting of the sun.
Tough and in the end proud
Well, and yours?
Bummer about your friend, good you could be there for
It was ok Mr. House. How was business at the casino?
The date changed.
Yes, constantly changing:)
It was terribly stressful.
Yes, just a lot of work. :)
Not good I couldve died by electrocution this morning and I just found out my Uncle Steve, passed away just now =( Know I need prayers and wishes
thnx man Appreciate that greatly