you know, being as mocked and taunted as I've been in my life, when other people laugh at me, they show how ugly they are; you laugh at yourself, you show what a decent humble person you are.
Is it more of the same :)
The redness in your face.
You shouldn't care either way. Important thing is you're making people laugh.
My point is... who cares what others think of you. If you're okay with who you are, it doesn't really matter.