How do I learn to love myself?
This is something I've been struggling with since middle school. I have no friends. No big dreams. I dont really have anything to care about except God and lately I just feel guilty because he's blessed me so much and I just can't seem to enjoy it. I dunno what I hate more about myself. Its either my personality or the way i look. Its not that I have a bad personality, but it keeps me from making friends and being happy. And yes I'm aware that I have a pretty face, but I'm about 50 lbs overweight even if I dont look it. I can barely stand bein around my sisters anymore because they always talk about boys and I've never even been kissed and everytime i'm with them they get hit on. And yea I have tried losing weight in fact im already down 30 lbs and that just makes it harder when i go out and no one looks twice. So if anyone has any advice im listening because im really depressed right about now and I cant discuss this with my family because they just tell me I am pretty and I just need