to my study room and induldge holehertedly in the book which I like the most
Get a new bf.
You are probably better looking than you think.
An "ogre"? Why would you allow that to make you feel so badly? Sometimes relationships just don't work out. It happens to all of us. That doesn't make us any "less" .. it just makes him the wrong person for us. Move on with your life and find someone who appreciates YOU ..
That is ****