when death whispers at your door.
When t is so dirty and soiled, when you believe everything you do is a waste of time, effort and money.
When all quality and enjoyment is not there anymore and you are all alone with no one.
No matter what you want, nothing is impossible. You just have to want it enough to throw away everything you have known and dive head first into "your new life".
When you no longer find any joy in it.